They took our baby away

Today we endure the loss of our furry baby. It was a hit and run and in a split of a second our lives are turn upside down. To the person that did this I wont lie and say I hope God bless you because that is not what my heart feels and I cant lie. You have no idea what you just did. This was much more than a dog it was my kids brother and my hubs and me baby. You took the joy of this family yes he was the only reason to smile in bad days the one little angel that will calm my husband anxiety thing that pills and doctors cant do. You took away my confident when I was alone , when i fight with hubs, when i  lost a child he was there comforting me with his little things. When we all came back home from work and school he will be so joyful of seein us and always receive us with a joy I can explain. No I cant say to you to be bless I want you to have a concience and be hunt by guilt the rest of your selfish life. Who will lay besides my kids when they are sick? Who will lick my tears away when I cry? Who will play with my husband night and day ? Who will fill this house with joy everyday? Do you have an idea what you cause? Imagine my autistic son saying ti me mom you had to check his heart bc sometimes when he lay down it looks like his dead, he had hopes hours after it happens and i had to tell him that was not the case that his little brother was dead. My baby girl fall asleep crying in the middle of the day and i coukd not find a way to fix their pain… Thats what you cause the most horrible pain to a family and no I wont lie im angry and if I could i beat you to untill i could not beat you anymore bc tiredness. I hope that your guilt is eating you and that you cant sleep at night. 

To my fur baby i hope your in heaven having fun making the angels laugh and being the awesome dog you always was go take care of the baby I lost and beside him wait for me mommy will be there with you both one day 

I LOVE YOU PEPE ARANDIA 

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He is my safe place 

Is amazing how much a furry baby can do for you. The day we got this dude I was like 3 months prego and he has been  always by my side since. When the twins where born he protected them and as the years go by if my son is sick or there is something wrong this dog will not leave his side. I can say in words how much this dog means to me. The day I lost my baby he knew something was wrong with mama and stay by me untill I could not cry nomore and fall asleep. Again since that horrible day he is my safe place when im sad I need him I want to hug him and be with him. The only issue with this is what will happen the day he leaves earth ? Lets not think about it now. All I know is that I LOVE MY FURRY BABY  😍